………………From where I left. For one to find him/her self in that kind of situation well is not anyone’s dream neither is it Gods plan too it just happens and no one can avoid it even the soul creator himself .A lot of stuff are happening in my life now some are good but most are so crazy that I just stop anything I was doing and ask myself like a million times I have asked myself this questions (“why me , why all this , when is it going to end”).Answers I have never been able to find hopefully I will one day .
From where I stand or sit am my own void full of unturned pages…where by most of the pages where written but now most parts of the pages are  pitch white blank turns and turns that is not easy getting reed of which makes me feel so sorry for the soldiers out there fighting a war that can never be won , having been shot at the sometime shooting at someone  what they go through and what they see on the battlefield is scared in their brains for life and that is how I am every moment every picture painted in my life .but for sure one thing that I know is that am not a quitter I was not born a frailer nor a runner , that’s why I choose to face all the happenings in my life straight up never to turn my back in any situation and never to run away cause for one to face his/her demons or problems is never to run away from them.
I thank God for the farthest he has brought us though am still facing some obstacles on my journey I have never lost faith or trust in him cause all will be well one day.
Everyone does pray and hope for a light at the end of a tunnel or in the most darkest places when its not going too well in once life which is a very good thing to do and very encouraging too but have you ever ask yourself the question to the answer that you already have at hand
                     “(Hoping and praying for the light at the end of the tunnel)”
Well the answer to it is that what is the effort or what are you doing towards reaching out for light to enlighten your life , pulling ourselves from the quick sinking sand  our reactions determines our fate if we react  without thinking the sand will sunk us in very quickly but when we stall and hold the sand together to a position that we can think wisely on how we can pull ourselves up and out of the sand , that is when we reach out for more firm ground with our arms  and start crawling out of the sand slowly by slowly until it comes to  a point where we can pull clear of the sand that’s when we come to realize how important our lives and families  are  to us but to most of people is not the same or It has never been any clearer to as why all they do go through was of what kind of action they choose to take in their life.
For   me I weigh the world and life differently..simply because for me to make it in life or anybody out there  we have to indulge ourselves into to the world but the most precious quiz we intend to ignore is how do we indulge ourselves into this world full of opportunities. Well to me the world is divided into two there are good and bad people.
To me good people are those who makes you realize that you can go far with the tinniest skill  or talent you posses ..it does not require a whole talent book or the entire skill set for to do something and make it perfect no it does not , trust  and believe in yourself first then the circle of people around you will suddenly push you up and out to achieve your goals and make your dreams come true. On the other hand we do have bad people  and when I say bad doesn’t mean that he/she is a robber or an insighter …..my definition of a bad person.
(“a bad person is one who literally want to be in my  life to derail me or to divert my attention to other non useful deeds  that are not of any kind of help to me or to my feature.”)That’s a really bad person to me one that I would not associate with. But choices we make are personal we decide for ourselves but let choose them wisely  because the outcome that follows are so  savior than what we choose to do in life and it ends up affecting our life’s and our families so bad.
That’s why I choose to be the bridge in my family cause I know one day everything will be back to normal, at the moment everything is well in my family and am happy and I will never give up on them.
Well to everyone who will be reading my articles out there I pray and hope you will be ambassador to your own families and to your family too. this was part of my story and a way to connect to you ….this not the first nor the last of my article more are coming right on top of the other , have a nice and humble time reading them  cheers I love you all my god bless you.
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My next article will be based on my LOVE LIFE so be ready to see how relationships are so different but they can also be similar in some way and what drives us to hold on to that one particular person who usually end up bringing change into our life.
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