BROKEN WORDS FROM A BROKEN HEART


It has been a minute hope you are okay, most of the time we come across many different personalities in our lives but to all those whom we meet what do they leave or what do they add in our lives well that’s depends on our relations to them. Most of what we get from our cycle of friendship or relationship is pain, loneliness and broken heart. But why can’t we just let go of what does really hurt us, instead we go back time after time, well I guess the person who said experience was the best teacher I think they were wrong and they should change that phrase to something else that may tell people of what they need to do to avoid certain challenges in their life.



As humans we need to change our attitude and character towards people we mingle with in our lives , some comes as a sign of happiness and really keeps our hopes up to an extent of making them part of us , others come into our lives as life changers and tell us what we really want to hear from them and   make us feel loved, then they disappear after awhile and never look back, others comes into our lives in the name of I love you and I would never let anyone hurt you and they tend to care to a point that they are the only people you can think of all the time when you need anyone around and to hold to , little do we pray on such kind and unsuspecting  hearts.

Well as it is written under the Wise-man  quotes “what goes around surely comes back around and when it does it is surely the most painful punishment we’ve ever asked for in our lives”. We do things to make us feel better, some do things do help communicate better with other people, and others may do things in correspondent to their hearts, while others do it things for fun. From the above mentioned situations where do you fall? That’s for you to answer. It’s so sad how people who say that they love us end up being the demons in our lives. Why do I say “demons” because they win our heart and soul there for controlling our emotions and feelings and to them it wouldn’t be a big if they hurt such a person because they know they have you or I wrapped up in their finger????.

To fall in love is such a wonderful and sweet thing to happen in our lives, to have that feeling of someone close to you, seeing them every time, talking to them all the time and holding them pulling them close to our chest and feeling their heart bit close to yours and telling each other how it will last forever, but is it true that  it will last forever , with all the sweet words we do say to each other, like are you free for the rest of your life because of all your beautiful curves , your smile is my favorite one to an extent that tonight dinner will be served : menu is beer, chicken and me, how often do we say this fluttering words to someone we do love and makes them feel really loved by me or you out there.

How many time has she or he told you this, I don’t merely want to kiss you. I want to whisper sweet nothings in your ears so that they get housed in your heart forever, or your kiss came as a surprise, something sensational. You unlocked my sealed lips…and I would allow you to do it again because when you touch your lips to mine, it’s not only a kiss…it’s a feeling divine. The best kiss is the one that has been exchanged a thousand times between the eyes before it reaches the lips but what does it mean to us.

When I kiss your hand it means I adore you , when I kiss you on your cheek it means let’s be friends, when I kiss you on your forehead it means you are so cute and when I kiss you on the neck it means I want you and the most greatest of all when I kiss you on the lips it means I love you ,on this day I vow to be yours  completely, little do we know that we have made a huge mistake or we have found our life time lover.

Our lives is like a strings of notes played and it produces the most sweetest sounds, sounds that any bird in the sky would love to dance to and the finger that is playing the notes is not that smooth on the edges they are always rough as hell, we never want to have certain people in our lives nor in our friendship circle, well it all depends how we were raised up and the environment we were brought up in. Many people go through a lot in this life and the course of it is the people whom we allow to be in our lives.

I never thought of this day nor pictured it in any way but I guess it all cutch up to us, that is not even the real problem, the problem is how to end it and that is where the pain and sorrow is at. How do we get through this, how do we overcome this, how do we go about it, how do we look up them straight to the face and tell them that the hate and the distance you give is what you will get in return.

How does it feel to hit a rock bottom? It’s never a good taste to the heart , what about if someone told you to find another rock to crawl under how would you feel terrible yeah , when we say this words to someone do we always think  straight , well that’s is an answer you need to find yourself , well to everybody how went through such situation or is experiencing one I would like to tell you it’s not the end nor the beginning of the end but it is the discovery of a new beautiful  feeling  that will last forever.


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