My love story
My love story
Hello everyone hope and praying that everyone has been well
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What is love to you ?
What do you know about love?
What is love definition to you ?
How has your love life been , well let me take you through
my story and my experiences and the
challenges that nearly made me quit .
To all those who have read my first article knows my name
and to those who will be engaging for
the first time my name is Rogers and this is how it all began………
The first knowledge
of the word love downed on me when I was 13 years . At first I had no idea of
how it worked towards human being but it did not take long for it to take me
for a roller coaster ride through my emotions .
It all started with this girl whose name I
won’t disclose for respect purposes …we grew up together her family was close to my family so we used
to see each other often and it wouldn't be long for two kids to feel connected and drown to each
other …time went by ages changed adding to our physical appearance whereby
she become this beautiful girl and I was this handsome dude in the neighborhood.
When ever she would come around, I would be call by everyone
in the family very quickly
(“Rogers she’s
here she just come in with her mom
hurry”) my siblings would tell me.
Even my dad was in this, he really wanted me to have a good
lady in my life……when I was experiencing all these I was in 6th
grade our feelings for each other really
grew so much to a point that if we hadn't seen each other we would find
ourselves looking for a way to see each
other .I really liked her and she was also happy to be around me I really used to adore her smile , her dental arrangement were so perfectly a lined with her slim thin lips with
her beautiful brown eyes
and her light soft skin really intrigued me , all of this vanished one
day and I never so her only to glimpse
on her few years later with her family,
it wasn't so pleasant but what could I
do nothing since that day we never talked not because we were mad at each other
but the reason was her, she couldn't
look up straight and say hi while
I was all warm and humble even congratulated her and that was all that
happened to my introduction to the word (love).
After all that experience of teenage in love I become this wild cat from parties to girls to ending up doing
really stuffy sticky deeds for a long
time and I did not like where I was heading little did it come to my attention
that I was destroying my life and breaking myself apart but I never stopped .
Only was I at the begging of my new life as an adult now all I was doing was on me and no one had to
tell me on what to do . Me and my friends used to party so much did crazy and
most of the craziest things we would
possibly do in the name of parting .i used drugs that I never thought I would ever use in my entire life just to mention .
(weed
, alcohol ,cocaine, blue pills, )just to mention of.
At this point I was so much into drugs that I had to suckle
on a lollipop just to slim up cravings
of some of the drugs and health wise I
was so thing not slender thin ……it was
funny how people saw me instead and how they would tell me to eat only if they
had an idea of what I was putting myself through but it never went to my head
because it was me and my life.
I used to blame my parents for this …because our upbringing was not
of that much freedom ,me and my
brother we barely went out to play with other kids but to my confused life and
my thick head of having to grow up so
fast it was my naivety and stupidity that led to those occurrence, after awhile
I had to stop and focus on my life ,..what I wanted to and where I was
heading to better my feature
and for a start she popped out from nowhere and when I saw her I felt different with all mixed emotions and the shyness
kicking in I could not even look
at her for the second time at this point I knew I was in love wow I have never
met a lady before and felt the way I felt when I met Winny her
name.
I still have the picture printed in my skull like it was today , well I was sitting on
couch with my play-station on the
table playing one of my favorite game (god of war) in she entered the house with my
sister from outside that moment I was lost in her world little
did she know that she had made a small but very significant change in me even
the game that I was nearing the completion
I had to continuously repeat the stage I was in because my concentration
had been diverted somewhere else. At
some point I had to leave the
room to get some fresh air and to think
and it did not take me long to decide that I wasn't going to let her disappear from my life.
At first she wasn't that much of a talking girl but after we
started talking through the phone it
wasn't long till I started looking for her just to see her because text and phone calls wasn't enough
for me so it all began and I finally saw
a light in the darkest things .
At this
time of my life she was the most realest
true love and a perfect relationship I have ever had , she is loyal , truthful , caring and loving a
definition of (true love).in relationships love birds do have ups and downs to
test the degree of once love to another well we were not an exception to that .at
times we really had ourselves breathing
down each other’s neck and said very harsh words that there was a point that she broke up with
me three times , but I couldn't let her
go still I would look for her , I would call , I would text
and try every possible deed that a guy would think of to get his girl
back , I felt lonely disconnected , torn
apart , destroyed , lost and week I
wasn't thinking straight all I would do after all that I would fall back to drinking , drink till I felt like I had drunk away my
sorrows and then go home .but
it looked like God was the driver in our relationship .i thought it as
over but it wasn't cause I never lost
faith in our love I called her one day and she picked up we talked
everything out , only
to realize that I was the one who
broke her heart and I took full responsibility of my words and all was well again between us .I wouldn't imagine us being apart never , we always had
affairs of the heart but to all this
she was the only feather of my heart that always kept my
heart flying high keeping it away from
any girl who would come around in the name of she loves me only to hide the
motive of later breaking it up and am so
glad and happy Winny come into my life at a time when I really needed someone
true to me for that I will always cherish her love to me because she is that
precious diamond stone in my life always
making me shine in the darkest moments.
Now it has been ( 9 years
5 months )together and
still strong and now more than
ever we are close and drown to each other
like magnets the force and power
between us no one can break accept God
only. To all those who thought that loving one person was hard well how long
have you been in relationship with your spouse
well ask yourself that.
For me I don’t think I will ever let her go , that idea
haven’t strike my mind at any point all cause what she has shown me it makes me classify her as one of a kind in
my life , the energy and passion in our
relationship to a point that I would beg her whenever I use to make her sad to forgive me I
never thought I would do that to any one
because of her I have never opened my heart for anyone thanks to her for
having my heart on lock and keeping the keys .I
wouldn't want this feeling to go away
that’s why I do put my energy and heart to make it last forever .
My sweetheart is one of the fewest ladies in this world who
cherish and knows about true love , I have never been with such a soul around
me , I never believed in true love not
until she come around and changed my love life , for her I will give up any
materialistic or my life just to see her
happy , because when you have someone
who gave you so much to think about isn't
that easy to let them go away that is how I feel for my darling Winny.
Now we are happy where we are , we love each other so much
that we can’t stand a day without calling or text each other,
my life has been one to enjoy
too I mean I am happy in my
heart and in my thoughts is all about
her I do think of her more than I think
of myself , knowing how she woke up and
knowing how her day has been is like a routine call for me , just hearing her laugh
is so mind relaxing for me ……and knowing how she Is doing is a heart therapy to me, it makes me to be at ease ,
all of this is because of the love we share between the two of us which is so
pure and filled with joy.
I never thought of this relationship lasting for a long
time, never had it cross my mind that I would end up loving and having one lady
in my life with all the temptations around, I even ask Winny some of the time
how did we made it till date with us still together and she usually says it’s
all about true love, trust, loyal full and obedience , leaving me with the famous words in my head to her ( I love you too so much).i
have never doubted her love to me even
though the first few year it was a distance dating they used to leave in Jericho estate before they moved to Kasarani
estate but they had to move
again to outcast of Nairobi but I still go to her , why do
you think I sacrifice my time for her because she is my rock .she is simply my
queen . now we are in 2019 we have grown through our relationship so much, we
now know of the most good and the bad, what to do and what not to do while are
around each other, jokes to crack and those once not to crack because I do care
for her sensitivity too I wouldn't like to see her sad in fact that is not in
my books.
I have never seen a girl so happy in my life in extension to
her happiness she made me feel loved too and that is why I will forever cherish
her love and her too. She knew a lot of my family which led to her opening her
heart to me too telling me of her family, she went through a lot, her story
really made me just to fall in love with her so deeply to an extent that if
someone had a problem with her he or she will have to go through me first
before reaching her and it still remains that way up to now.
Winny is everything I have ever ask in a woman , I do thank God for
her being part of my family and part of
my life too , but the most important part is her being ( respectful , humble
,loving and caring)is what made us to be till date .when a woman shows you just how much you do mean to her never
disrespect that , the same goes for men if we show our women the love
and energy towards making it
work they will never be
dramatic nor leave us.
One thing I would
like to include here is my letter to God tell him just how much I wished it was
her whom she send to me to help me be
more focus In life. It said.
(“Dear God I have been asking of a suitable helper in my
life , someone who will listen , care & love me the same way I will to her
, yesterday I saw her but am not sure if she is the one and me myself I couldn't tell from my feelings too , am confused that’s why am asking for
your sign to show me if she will be my feature wife , please Lord “).
Little did I know
that it was already one and done the moment I laid my eyes on her and
till now I do say thanks to the man above for answering me back by
handing me Winny as my wife to be in
feature . I don’t think I will ever ask for anyone else as a partner except
her and made a promise to myself that I will
never break her heart nor leave her
side.
Well that has been my definition of love……..my experience in
of love ………..and what love means to me. It has been ride very tough one but
never quit nor snoozed out of It all because we had our goals to achieve in
life and when two people are together nothing can be that impossible to do,
because through every step that you take there is someone backing you up and
whenever you lose count of the steps you've made there is always someone to get
you back on track, when all this happens to you never let go of that person.
Love is like a wind, it comes and goes, you can feel it but
you can’t touch it, you can’t trap It or cutch it .but you can choose to fall
in love or not to fall in love, well that’s depends on how you think of your
feature whether to have someone special in your heart or not,
its upon us to follow our heart that’s why we never let anyone decide for us.
Thanks to everyone
have been reading my articles and
telling me to Wright more I appreciate it
so much and If you want me to Wright
something on you or something that you feel is not right and it needs to be heard out there
just tell me, once again thank you all.
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