CRYING FROM THE INSIDE WHILE MY HEART BLEEDS FROM THE OUTSIDE PART OF CHRONICALES OF LIFE & DEATH


I looked over her head
I looked over and said,
“Never have I been this afraid”
Never have I been so scared,
He walked up to her cloaked in black
He lifted his hand; he took her head,
Left me in the dark with her
Left me to weep next to her,
Gone is my baby; gone to the hands of the reaper
Gone like the dust in the wind,
Followed I have day and night
To find this reaper; who I must fight,
Come I have; to a tunnel with no end
Come in search of her; my friend.

Promised I did to keep you safe
Promised I did but what a mistake,
To fight these demons in my head
To fight these demons even when I am dead,
Kissed you have the flames of death
Kissed I have your lifeless head,
Missing those days of summer fun
Now I wish the damn summer never to come,
I lie here next to your grave
Wondering if you still remember my name,
I will sing to you the chronicles of life and death
I will sing even if your are deaf.

The light is getting brighter
My life is getting weaker,
Here I come my baby
I hope he lets me in,
I hope he lets me see you
I hope he lets me hold you,
I hope he lets me be with you
I hope; O how much I hope.

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